OMG. I never thought I'd be so happy once the kids were in bed! Jensen has been extremely testing this last week. The tantrums he has - over nothing! Tell him no, he fake cries. Tell him off (and this week its coz he's either overly rough with Eden or hurts her just because and then can't give you a reason) and he fake cries. He back chats, makes and loud cranky "errgh" grunt noise when you sent him to his room. There his fake cry gets louder. It's more than once a day I tell him off.. If the neighbours didn't know his name, they certainly do now!
Things he used to able to do, apparently now he can't! Can't turn on the light, can't put on his clothes. Wont get into the bath coz he wants a shower (but once he's in there he's in there a bit longer!)
Don't get me started on food. All of a sudden "I can't eat that!" "I don't like meat" "It's yucky!" "I don't want that" "I want x"
Eden. There's one 8 month baby who hates sleep. On a good day, she'll have 3, maybe 4 sleeps. The best one will be first thing in the morning. BUT all the other sleeps are max 20 mins. I get nothing done. Normally, she goes to bed at night at 7-7:30pm. Tonight she was in bed just before 7.... and woke at 7:15. Finally got her to go to sleep at 9:10. Then she woke at 9:15. It's crazy.
I'm tired - exhausted some days.
I'm frustrated.
I'm over it.
Some days, it's too much. I wish Andrew could get them both to go to sleep. Sadly, Eden will only go to sleep feeding.
Lilypie Fifth Birthday tickers
Saturday, 26 November 2011
Friday, 25 November 2011
Exam Result
I've been waiting and waiting for this result to come in.
Once my facebook feed started to be flooded with results from my uni friends, I knew my result would be in too. I logged in. There was an announcement. Read your email. I read my email, checking for an email to say that I've got an opportunity to do a supplementary exam (ie: you're so close to passing they give you another chance). No such email.
By now, I'm shaking. I feel like throwing up. I finally find my results page. It says....
PASS
OMG. I still feel like throwing up. But yes. I passed! Say hello to 2nd year!
Once my facebook feed started to be flooded with results from my uni friends, I knew my result would be in too. I logged in. There was an announcement. Read your email. I read my email, checking for an email to say that I've got an opportunity to do a supplementary exam (ie: you're so close to passing they give you another chance). No such email.
By now, I'm shaking. I feel like throwing up. I finally find my results page. It says....
PASS
OMG. I still feel like throwing up. But yes. I passed! Say hello to 2nd year!
Thursday, 24 November 2011
New PT
I may (or may not, I can never remember) have blogged about signing up for a PT at the gym. I met with him the day he was going on 2 weeks holidays. I met with him coz I go to the gym 5 days a week and nothing's happening.
I've been talking to Andrew about going to his personal trainer. He's just up the road and Andrew's done really well with him (and Andrew's looking good! ;D).
Apparently, Trainer does couple's training. So we're going to do that. However, I have to have a few sessions with just him on my own before the couples one starts.
Today is Thursday. My first session is Wednesday. I'm freaking out already! I'm paranoid and nervous! At least we've already met. Still.
I feel like some of his people that he trains look at me like I'm dirt when I meet Andrew at training. One in particular is skinny (and thus my nickname for her coz I can't remember her name) and gives me that kind of look.
Anyway. I've seen how wrecked Andrew is when he gets home. Wrecked is good, I guess, but I still have Jensen and Eden to take care of.
BUT. I know I will see results. Quickly too, I hope.
Trainer seemed to laugh at the fact I was nervous! To add to the nerves, his workout place is at the little local shops. With floor to ceiling glass windows. That you can see into.
People are going to see me (and probably the neighbours) my fat jumping up and down and doing whatever he's going to make me do. They're going to think snidly "keep going fatty" while I'm going to be thinking "keep going fatty" motivationally!
I CAN DO THIS!
Don't motivate, DEDICATE! I want to look fantastic for my 30th (which is a year and bit away folks). Next christmas would be great too! As would this birthday coming!
Is my 5kg by christmas too much of an ask?
I've been talking to Andrew about going to his personal trainer. He's just up the road and Andrew's done really well with him (and Andrew's looking good! ;D).
Apparently, Trainer does couple's training. So we're going to do that. However, I have to have a few sessions with just him on my own before the couples one starts.
Today is Thursday. My first session is Wednesday. I'm freaking out already! I'm paranoid and nervous! At least we've already met. Still.
I feel like some of his people that he trains look at me like I'm dirt when I meet Andrew at training. One in particular is skinny (and thus my nickname for her coz I can't remember her name) and gives me that kind of look.
Anyway. I've seen how wrecked Andrew is when he gets home. Wrecked is good, I guess, but I still have Jensen and Eden to take care of.
BUT. I know I will see results. Quickly too, I hope.
Trainer seemed to laugh at the fact I was nervous! To add to the nerves, his workout place is at the little local shops. With floor to ceiling glass windows. That you can see into.
People are going to see me (and probably the neighbours) my fat jumping up and down and doing whatever he's going to make me do. They're going to think snidly "keep going fatty" while I'm going to be thinking "keep going fatty" motivationally!
I CAN DO THIS!
Don't motivate, DEDICATE! I want to look fantastic for my 30th (which is a year and bit away folks). Next christmas would be great too! As would this birthday coming!
Is my 5kg by christmas too much of an ask?
365 day photo challenge - day 94
365 day photo challenge - day 94 - November 24, 2011
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