I'll just add this now...
For the record, I'd love to have a 2nd baby - possibly even a 3rd.
I'm not interested in having a baby right now, as I'm only in the 1st semester of a 3 year Nursing degree. When I graduate, I'll be right then.
Andrew (the husband) is basically saying a flat out "NO" to a 2nd baby. Ever.
My friend at work, she's turning 20 this year, has told me that she's pregnant... around 22wks now. I got all excited for her. I don't want to live vicariously through her and I hope thats not the way I appeared.
Another friend has just announced on FB that she's expecting her 3rd child.
So why, if I know I'm not ready and I don't want to actively try for #2 until after uni, am I suddenly confronted with these feelings of jealousy?