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Thursday, 2 September 2010

I feel guilty. I shouldn't. I have no reason to.  But I am finding it hard to get excited about being pregnant. But HEY! I'm PREGNANT! :) I am getting fat.


I've told family, and uni friends, but for some reason, I'm incredibly hesitant on telling facebook and work.  I have a performance review at work this afternoon, but not sure if I should tell them or not. People are going to find out at some point.


It's all very real. I have sciatic pain, especially at work. It runs from my tailbone down my right leg. Makes it incredibly hard to stand or walk. But I go in anyway.


We had the 13wk nuchal scan - that looks for downs syndrome etc - and we are in the very very low category. I was never worried that baby could have it, but I think the scan sorta ended up being another "proof" moment. Baby was very active, waving it's hands and rolling over and being very busy... probably because Jensen wouldn't be quiet all morning on the way there. It's going to love the sound of it's big brother's voice!


I have no idea why I feel this way, and would really like it to stop. I worry too that for some reason we are going to miscarry. I'm sure it's every parents nightmare, and everyone worries about it.  But we are in the 2nd trimester now,  so we are in for the long haul.


Maybe all these fears and worries will disappear, or at least change, when I start to feel baby move.


Baby at 13wk and 1 day gestation. Baby has it's hand in front of it's face! :)

Baby also needs a nickname. Jensen thinks it's a boy, Andrew thinks it's a boy. I don't mind what it is, as long as it's healthy. Both my mum and mother in law want a girl...

The daycare lady wants to come to the 18-20wk scan so SHE can find out the sex of baby, and I'm sure my mum and mother in law do too. Sadly, they're all going to be disappointed :)

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